A Violent Daydream

images flash in my mind

the lamp on the ceiling

laying on the cold bathroom floor

a new point of view

sometimes i see

his eyes

your smile

the bad

and the good

sometimes i see myself and wreckage

throwing furniture

overturning chairs, desks, lamps

breaking the beer bottle i have in my hand

or the wine bottle

or the vodka bottle

or the gin bottle

or the whiskey bottle

on and on it goes

still i take another sip

turn the noise down

KMH – 04/06/2017